In “Writing down my thoughts” schreibe ich Dinge auf, über die ich viel nachdenke. Ich schreibe einfach meine Gedanken auf, ohne Korrektur hinterher, auf Englisch. Es sollen keine Gedichte sein, eher im Stil von poetry slam.
In “Writing down my thoughts” I write down things, which I am thinking of a lot and which are important to me. I just write down my thoughts and additionally in English. I also won’t change anything in my texts after I wrote them down the first time. The most of them won’t rhyme, because it’s more in the style of poetry slam.
To feel alive (That’s why)
Sometimes I feel like I’m just floating through life. Like I don’t really feel anything.
That’s why I love that feeling, when I step into the cold water in a pool and automatically have to gasp because of the cold. I love that, because in these moments I know that I am there and that I can feel something.
That’s why I love rollercoasters and why I want to jump from high things into the water or the air. Because then I can feel the adrenaline rushing through my body and my heart pumping the blood through my veins. I can feel that I am alive.
And that’s also why I love the hurt of these hot things that should help against mosquito bites by burning them. That’s why I pinch myself sometimes. To feel that I’m there. That I am still able to feel things.
That I’m alive.